PKK is Cool if You Realize That

We know that PKK ( Pembinaan Kesejahteraan Keluarga ) is such of an association for housekeeping mother. But actually, PKK is just not for housekeeping mothers, but it can be also an association for carrier woman, maybe...

But, in this real life, everyone knows that PKK is identical with 'gossip'. How can be like that?

We don't need to find the example from some far places. Just look around your home. Look at your neighbors, hear what they say, and make a conclusion for what you have heard and saw.

In PKK, they don't do same as the PKK must do. They go to make some gossips, they go to talk others' privacy...

So, why don't we repair the function of PKK for 10 years later? In 10 years later, we will handle all of the problem in this little amazing country. PKK has many function for us and for others living thing, especially for womans all over this Indonesian.

• PKK makes you know what's good and what's not good for your home and family. 
• PKK makes you can help others to get education ( Paket A, B, and C).
• PKK makes you know what can you do to get money for your life, or to utilize your environment to get some benefits.
• PKK is a really really good place for you to learn. Learn everything and be learned by others.

Those are some of many things that PKK can do. So, woman, don't you want to do the good thing and the benefits?

Dedicated to all strong woman in this Indonesian. Let's open our eyes and come to the world that waiting for us.

Thanks to Mbak Ollie, that book, 'Yes, You Can!' inspired me so much. Thank for all living education i got from that. Keep on success, Mbak! @salsabeela

i'm (not) getting older

Okay i'm getting older with this suck humanization system.
Rawk, but i'm so stressing with these problems. I wanna scream out loud to make this stressed go away. But these problem still press press and press me again and again. So, how can i be free?

Okay, that ghossieprob .-.
1st, i'm missing my homie so so so so so much.
2nd, that semester test must be faced! You can, Yuls! You can!!!
3rd, i really need someone to care about. Ups.
4th, i need a new jeans.
5TH, THAT BIRTHDAY SCHOOL PARTY! UUUUUGH, HOW CAN BE HAPPEN LIKE THIS?
6th, them. You know lah yaaa.
7th, another them.
8th, another another them.
9th, another another another them.
10th, another another another another them.

Please gimme a night to sleep with no ghossieprob spin in my head.
Please gimme one time to feel my bones get well -___-
Please gimme... a reason to happy to go to school o.o
Please gimme... mama bapak and adik bacot.
Please gimme......

I Call It 'FTGYE'

It was a sweet sixteen in the eleventh day of November. I don't know what to say but i love love love this cake design. Thanks for anyone who has this idea.

And... "Fighting to get your E"
I can't describe anything about this. It was so surprising me, the writing in my cake. Aamiin for everyone who pray for me. But... i still can't get an idea why should that writing!

And this is... something awkward!

Haha love this one!

Tentang Percaya

Susah untuk percaya sama orang lain.

Terkadang, kita udah ngasih kepercayaan besar ke seseorang, tapi orang itu malah menghianati kepercayaan itu begitu saja. Percaya itu tidak gampang. Kenal setahun dua tahun saja belum tentu bisa percaya. Tapi kalau sudah kenal lama, dan sudah percaya, tiba-tiba kepercayaan itu dikhianati, itu yang aneh.

Banyak cerita. Banyak orang. Banyak jalan.

Banyak kenangan.

Aku pernah menyerahkan kepercayaan yang begitu besar pada orang, dan pada akhirnya mereka menyakiti percaya itu. Bagaimana aku bisa percaya lagi?

Aku pernah berusaha untuk percaya setelah percayaku disakiti. Tapi mereka yang menyakiti percayaku tidak berusaha menyadari bahwa aku berusaha memercayai mereka lagi. Semua berubah. Dan semua jadi jauh.

Aku mencoba percaya, meskipun banyak yang buruk yang dikatakan tentang mereka. Tapi sekali lagi, mereka tidak berusaha menyadari bahwa aku sedang berusaha untuk percaya.

Terkadang, hidup memang hanya perlu percaya... Tapi sayangnya, mendapatkan kepercayaan itu sulit. Bahkan bila kepercayaan itu sudah kita genggam pun, mereka bisa lepas begitu saja.

Sesi Aku

Udah sebulan, lebih sih ya. Sejak 17 Oktober.

Bego sih.

Gimana nggak bego, yah kayak gitu.

Ah, susah sih buat ngedeskripsikannya.

Apa ya? Aku nggak bisa berharap apa-apa juga. Karena dari awal aku udah tahu pasti bakalan kayak gini juga jadinya. Kadangan aku benci kenapa harus keulang lagi yang kayak gini. Tapi tiap liat ada orang itu di koridor... adalah yang bikin seneng, yang bikin semangat, yang bikin senyum-senyum sendiri. Bahkan meskipun dia sama sekali nggak nyadar, meskipun dia nggak pernah noleh untuk sekadar nyapa, ngelihat aja mungkin enggak, gimana mau nyapa.

So, i will just let it flow. And i'll keep asking the questions, but i don't know when will i say it. Once again, just let it flow.

Back to Normal

Why everything have to be so crazy in just a month? Okay, we know that move on is such a so so so difficult thing to do. But, the biggest point is how if you move on to a wrong person?

Poin pertama.
Menyadari kalau kita ternyata udah move on itu nggak gampang. Dan ternyata, walaupun kita udah move on, tapi perasaan kita ke seseorang yang dulu gak bakalan bisa sama ama perasaan ke seseorang yang sekarang.

Poin kedua.
Setelah move on, apa yang akan kita lakukan? Do a silly thing, such as keep waiting? Intinya, apa pun yang kita lakukan untuk seseorang yang sekarang, jangan sampai ngulang kesalahan yang udah kita lakukan ke seseorang yang dulu.

Poin ketiga.
Lihat, siapa yang kita move on-in? Responsnya gimana? Baik? Enggak? Kalau responsnya nyakitin, mending cepat-cepat move on lagi deh sebelum perasaan kita jatuh terlalu dalam.

Poin keempat.
He's juat him, not another person. Kalau sudah move on, jangan ingat-ingat yang dulu. Jangan ngebandingin seseorang yang sekarang sama seseorang yang dulu. Hal itu bisa bikin kamu dianggap nggak serius move on-nya.

Poin kelima.
Jadikan move on sebagai motivasi. Jangan makan sakitnya doang. Kalo sakit, mending langsung ambil langkah buat..... yah, move on lagi misalnya.

Poin keenam.
Yakin.

Jadi, saya nggak mau jadi seseorang yang... jenisnya seperti apa ya? Saya juga bingung gimana ngedeskripsikannya. Pokoknya nggak semua dari hal di atas bisa saya lakukan. 'Cause love isn't a description, it's a meaning.