i'm (not) getting older

Okay i'm getting older with this suck humanization system.
Rawk, but i'm so stressing with these problems. I wanna scream out loud to make this stressed go away. But these problem still press press and press me again and again. So, how can i be free?

Okay, that ghossieprob .-.
1st, i'm missing my homie so so so so so much.
2nd, that semester test must be faced! You can, Yuls! You can!!!
3rd, i really need someone to care about. Ups.
4th, i need a new jeans.
5TH, THAT BIRTHDAY SCHOOL PARTY! UUUUUGH, HOW CAN BE HAPPEN LIKE THIS?
6th, them. You know lah yaaa.
7th, another them.
8th, another another them.
9th, another another another them.
10th, another another another another them.

Please gimme a night to sleep with no ghossieprob spin in my head.
Please gimme one time to feel my bones get well -___-
Please gimme... a reason to happy to go to school o.o
Please gimme... mama bapak and adik bacot.
Please gimme......