part 1 part-y

That was the third day. And technical meeting for band festival is still waiting to be passed in this afternoon. I'm learning here. I'm learning to know how to understand the other people. I'm learning to know how to appreciate the others' creation. And thanks to God, i really glad to be here between them.
Well, sebenarnya jadi seorang event coordinator itu bukan pekerjaan yang wah. Tapi itu sama aja kayak kamu lagi kejebak di tengah macet, terus mobil yang kamu tumpangi bau parfumnya nggak enak dan bikin mabok. Jadi di saat kamu harus menahan mualmu, kamu juga harus memikirkan bagaimana cara untuk lepas dari jebakan 'mual di tengah kemacetan' ini. Jadi begitulah kira-kira. Di saat kamu harus merancang sesuatu, kamu juga harus tahu bagaimana supaya sesuatu yang kamu rancang itu bisa jadi, dan kalau misalnya sesuatu itu kondisinya jadi urgent, kamu harus tahu gimana cara menyelamatkannya. Bukan hanya tahu. Tapi kamu juga harus melakukannya!
Krak!
Dan itulah yang terjadi sekarang. Saat acara yang dirancang harus kesumbat gara-gara gak ada dana, dan di H-3 kita masiiih aja keliling cari dana. But Thanks God! We got it!
Haha :")

Tapi  masih ada malam puncak. Yang paling gede, yang paling butuh nguras tenaga, yang semoga bisa membakar semangat! x-specta kuat ;)

PKK is Cool if You Realize That

We know that PKK ( Pembinaan Kesejahteraan Keluarga ) is such of an association for housekeeping mother. But actually, PKK is just not for housekeeping mothers, but it can be also an association for carrier woman, maybe...

But, in this real life, everyone knows that PKK is identical with 'gossip'. How can be like that?

We don't need to find the example from some far places. Just look around your home. Look at your neighbors, hear what they say, and make a conclusion for what you have heard and saw.

In PKK, they don't do same as the PKK must do. They go to make some gossips, they go to talk others' privacy...

So, why don't we repair the function of PKK for 10 years later? In 10 years later, we will handle all of the problem in this little amazing country. PKK has many function for us and for others living thing, especially for womans all over this Indonesian.

• PKK makes you know what's good and what's not good for your home and family. 
• PKK makes you can help others to get education ( Paket A, B, and C).
• PKK makes you know what can you do to get money for your life, or to utilize your environment to get some benefits.
• PKK is a really really good place for you to learn. Learn everything and be learned by others.

Those are some of many things that PKK can do. So, woman, don't you want to do the good thing and the benefits?

Dedicated to all strong woman in this Indonesian. Let's open our eyes and come to the world that waiting for us.

Thanks to Mbak Ollie, that book, 'Yes, You Can!' inspired me so much. Thank for all living education i got from that. Keep on success, Mbak! @salsabeela

i'm (not) getting older

Okay i'm getting older with this suck humanization system.
Rawk, but i'm so stressing with these problems. I wanna scream out loud to make this stressed go away. But these problem still press press and press me again and again. So, how can i be free?

Okay, that ghossieprob .-.
1st, i'm missing my homie so so so so so much.
2nd, that semester test must be faced! You can, Yuls! You can!!!
3rd, i really need someone to care about. Ups.
4th, i need a new jeans.
5TH, THAT BIRTHDAY SCHOOL PARTY! UUUUUGH, HOW CAN BE HAPPEN LIKE THIS?
6th, them. You know lah yaaa.
7th, another them.
8th, another another them.
9th, another another another them.
10th, another another another another them.

Please gimme a night to sleep with no ghossieprob spin in my head.
Please gimme one time to feel my bones get well -___-
Please gimme... a reason to happy to go to school o.o
Please gimme... mama bapak and adik bacot.
Please gimme......

I Call It 'FTGYE'

It was a sweet sixteen in the eleventh day of November. I don't know what to say but i love love love this cake design. Thanks for anyone who has this idea.

And... "Fighting to get your E"
I can't describe anything about this. It was so surprising me, the writing in my cake. Aamiin for everyone who pray for me. But... i still can't get an idea why should that writing!

And this is... something awkward!

Haha love this one!

Tentang Percaya

Susah untuk percaya sama orang lain.

Terkadang, kita udah ngasih kepercayaan besar ke seseorang, tapi orang itu malah menghianati kepercayaan itu begitu saja. Percaya itu tidak gampang. Kenal setahun dua tahun saja belum tentu bisa percaya. Tapi kalau sudah kenal lama, dan sudah percaya, tiba-tiba kepercayaan itu dikhianati, itu yang aneh.

Banyak cerita. Banyak orang. Banyak jalan.

Banyak kenangan.

Aku pernah menyerahkan kepercayaan yang begitu besar pada orang, dan pada akhirnya mereka menyakiti percaya itu. Bagaimana aku bisa percaya lagi?

Aku pernah berusaha untuk percaya setelah percayaku disakiti. Tapi mereka yang menyakiti percayaku tidak berusaha menyadari bahwa aku berusaha memercayai mereka lagi. Semua berubah. Dan semua jadi jauh.

Aku mencoba percaya, meskipun banyak yang buruk yang dikatakan tentang mereka. Tapi sekali lagi, mereka tidak berusaha menyadari bahwa aku sedang berusaha untuk percaya.

Terkadang, hidup memang hanya perlu percaya... Tapi sayangnya, mendapatkan kepercayaan itu sulit. Bahkan bila kepercayaan itu sudah kita genggam pun, mereka bisa lepas begitu saja.